In the lates celebrity hack leak we get to see some of the hosttest Hollywood celebs completely naked and doing naughty stuff. There is asex tape of Emma Watson shoving a dildo into her pussy and Amanda Seyfried gorgeous tits, sucking her boyfriends cock.
The scenario where she refused to watch a possibly 'anti' documentary and wanted to watch church-sanctioned material sounds like a red flag.
Fellowship was worse and now that my doc has been an attending for 2 years, it is worse than it has ever been.
But she probably is more in love with the idea of you, than with you. If it is already an issue in your relationship, then it'll amplify to an extreme if you get married.
I have recently got admission in PhD and would be joining shortly. This is a very delicate territory, so tread carefully.